Matt drunkenly crashed a bike and broke a guitar in half…….“I broke my fall with the guitar dude… It didn’t occur to me how inebriated I was and riding a bike might be a bad idea” Jesus

unnecessary update #91485

matt and I just got into a screaming match…

it’s been two days, it’ll either get better or worse

but he uttered the words “you were right”; whether or not that’s the truth or a method of ending a fight for his own interests I’ll never know

we’re doing laundry and drinking expensive vodka and playing music and is this real? seriously? the guy I fell in love with stupidly at 16 I am now living with against all odds? I got something wanted what the fuck?

“I’m drunk but do you love me?”
“one time when I was in jail…”
“even though I can’t hear my own voice because of this music, I want to say that being here with you has made me complete”
“look I’m a professional alcoholic so this is what you do…”
you didn’t fuck up my sobriety! alcohol fucked up my sobriety”
“we’re going to fight, it’s just the collision of worlds”

ahhhhhhhhh matt

AND HE IS SO HOT HOW IS HE MINE